A REALLY REALLY BAD DAY....

I am experiencing a totally bad day today...

i don't know how will it get any worse that this....

last night, after i arrived from my boyfriend's place, my friend emong asked me to call my aunt who is a doctor to create a fake medical certificate. i thought that since my aunt is a former classmate and a close friend of the mother of my friend, she would give a slight consideration given the fact that emong needs to take the special exam for his major subjects.

he was absent on his subjects because he was unable to study for his examinations. i take it to be partly my fault because if i haven't decided to go to his place and wait for hazel, none of this would have happened. so when he requested me to furnish a fake medical certificate or official receipt from my aunt, i thought that would ease my guilt and was the solution to the problem. but then, last night, my aunt got so furious with me because she told me that why am i compromising her position as a doctor and blah blah blah about her family blah blah blah what would happen to her patients and blah blah blah blah. for my part, i was deeply traumatized by the incident because

1. it was so embarassing
2. we were not so close and her image of me is now tarnished
3. maybe she would sprout it all in the albores clan
4. she was totally right that i was being stupid
5. i really feel so utterly stupid right now.

but then, she told me that she would let the matter go given the thing that i should not do it again.

i can't help but feel bad about it and harbor a slight anger at emong. (hey i'm still human ain't i?)

second, santi got so furious about it. he told me that i should never ever distract emong when he has exams. i feel bad because one of the people that i don't want to get mad at me was him.

third, i am mad at rendel. i am annoyed at rendel. right now, i don't like rendel.

fourth, my filipino teacher was soooo mad at my attending section because they were so noisy. she gave us a surprise exams and that was all essay! she told us that the next time that she'll meet us, she is going to call out those people that are going to stay and leave the failing people out of the classroom. i feel that i am going to fail because when i re-read my lecture notes, none of them was even the slightest bit right! shet! all the efforts, sleepless nights on doing that stupid filipino research is gonna go down the drain!

and to think i was not even noisy at that time! i was only reading my book!